Fun days!

Sorry no pictures this time, but I have a lot to say. For Christmas we went down to utah and had so much fun with family. It was so nice to see my family including my Mimi and Papa, Rodney's great grandparents, and my aunt, uncle, and cousins. Then we came home from Utah and my sister came up here to Jerome. It was so nice to have her up her. She has helped keep me sane and helped a lot around the house. I appreciate her more than she will ever know. On friday she was able to go to my doctors appointment with me to hear the baby's heartbeat. It is such an amazing feeling and I am so glad she got to share that memory with me. Rodney also was there and got to hear the heartbeat, he was so cute! I know he doesn't really understand whats going on, but he sure was cute. I have been trying to sit with him and read stories about siblings, new babies, and of course the what to expect when your expecting book. I have been showing him the pictures of what the baby looks like so that maybe he will start to understand that mommy has another baby growing. I am so afraid that he will be so jealous and not want much to do with me once the baby is born. Hopefully me working with him will help ease some of the jealousy or make it a little easier on both of us. We haven't felt the baby yet, I'm only 11 weeks, but I have him feel my tummy when I show him the pictures. I am excited for when he can feel the baby though so he knows something is in there. We are really excited to start this journey, and hope that everything lasts. Any way, my sister left today, it was really hard for me. I miss my family, its so hard living so far away. But I'm very excited for the next time she gets to come visit! Well I guess that's all I have to say for now!